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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
10:08 pm	*sigh* ok. i'm back here. . . Hello. I am back. . .well. . er. . i never really left i just stopped updating which i guess i'll change. sooo. . .i'm here. . .ok. for all of you who have been wondering what's been up with me lately here's the deal. . .in a sense. . .sorta before i get into this i guess you could say i really don't know why people have been thinking that i've been like droppin' them as friends or anything HELL NO!!!! so, onward forth to deal w/ this. last year i was just concerned w/ making sure i had like...my group to be with, like my little "click" yanno? like, i just wanted to know i had this group of friends who would be there when i needed it, and i'd be there for them. and as you know. we all became friends! ^.^ and then this year, i decided i wanted to be close friends with EVERYONE, close enough so that everyone could trust me and be able to talk to me if infact everyone else they usually talked to was unavailable, or they just wanted some one to listen. And i'm tryin' very hard to keep up w/ my goal... like you have no clue how hard this is, it's INSANE!!! like, you don't even know. well you prolly do, but it's hard for me, balancing everyone's friendships and school, rehearsal, driving, and all that crap. but i know i can do it, i'm just tryin' to figure out how to work it all... so i'm sorry if it seems as though i'm ditchin' you b/c i'm definately not at all i'm just still tryin' to figure out what kind of thing works w/ me. . . so yeah. there's that. ok. i'm done. comment if you'd like. i would love to comment back lol. . .and will someone tell me what the deal is w/ my space? kk. i'm out much love!!! - amy - Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Friday, December 10th, 2004
11:15 pm	STILL PISSED!!! ok. scratch that. this dude is dominik. or whatever. ugh. now i'm not pissed w/ squall, but i am pissed that he left so freakin' early that i couldn't get his proper number. ugh. i'm such a blonde even w/ brown hair. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
10:57 pm	oh i'm sooo pissed ok. so today really sucked ass. well. if not to make matters worse, had to go to my sisters christmas program. she was good, but a majority of the others weren't and because i'm spoiled and get to listen to awesome singers like cassie, james, claire, fizz etc, i was ready to rip out my hair cause they blew. but anyway pasquale was there... he was there and definately looking HOT! got picture of him btw. but on to why i'm pissed well he gives me his cell number. so i can call him and find out when his shows are (he plays guitar) so then much later that night i text him b/c i'm bored out of my mind, and well. fist i see him get in the car with this young older guy...he might have been around 20-22 going with squall. now. i text squall and he's acting...well...not squall-ish so i'm like what the hell. then he calls me and were talking and he's saying all this stuff like he's older...but it sounds JUST LIKE SQUALL!!! and finally he's like "you do know who you're talking to right?" and i'm like "squall" and he's like "no, this is Dominick" obviously has to be the guy squall was with b/c a, what are the chances of getting a wrong number and the dude that i called being italian. but anyway, so i'm like "what the...." *click* he hangs up. now i'm pissed b/c i know this has to be a prank...but...then again. i'm not sure. so if anyone would be willing. the number is 630 973 3067 would someone please call that number and ask for pasquale. just so i can know for sure, b/c the dude now knows my number. so if you are willing or did it please comment and lemme know!!!!! lots of love amy Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
3:13 pm	okay yeah. this is my final entry...or for now at least. maybe i'll occasionally post, but i will check everyone else's and comment so don't remove me please from your buddy list so i can comment. i'll say some final things. about last night at Colonials. I know that Mo, Jesse, and Vicky were talkin' to me about my self image issues and vicky said something like "dont fish for compliments" i never understood that phrase. why not say "don't ask for a compliment" or something...why fish? anyway, i just wanted to say that normally when i do say something about myself, i want an honest opinion of what people think. I don't like it when i say something and their like "OH your soooo not ugly" or whatever. stop being lame and just give me your honest opinion. so...just so you know. now i love being complimented don't get me wrong it's just that when they come when all you want is an opinion a compliment from someone becomes less special and in my case it also says to me that like, it doesn't really mean anything b/c someone will say it everday. sooo ummm...yeah. so yeah. umm...i hope that made sense. so yeah. bye all .love Current Mood: mellow (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
10:03 pm	so much for all this sooo....hmm...i dunno. i was at the play tonight, and i kinda just decided that i don't want to use livejournal anymore so um yeah...i dunno. just if i'm miracuoulsy on your buddy list, don't remove me just yet, i know your eager too but not just yet, i'm still contemplating. Current Mood: contemplative (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
4:31 pm	guh...i'm sick Known as: Amalina, Amy, Amez, Amers, Piv, Pip, Pivy, etc... bascially different abbreviations of my name. Gender: definately a girl Age: 15 Lives in: do i say Bartlett...or house...or room...the fridge? Birthday: 3-1-89 School: Larkin OBVIOUSLY!! Shoe size: mm...anywhere from 8 1/2 - 9 1/2 in girls and 7-8 in guys (moog) SHOES! shoes people. sheesh Hair color: originally brown. now blonde eventually to be brown again. Eye color: BLUE!!! AND I'M HELLA PROUD OF IT!!! Fears: SPIDERS! and Clowns, and vomiting. SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER... Cheated on someone? never had anyone to on in the first place, but even if i did, i would never do that Fallen off the bed? who hasn't? Fallen for a relative? eww, that's really gross. get out of my life Broken someone`s heart? I've had no one's heart to break. Had your heart broken? There's never been anyone in my life who could. Had a dream come true? mmmm...yes. some of my calmer more simpler ones. I'm still workin' on the movie theatre dream. Done something you regret? probably about 10,000,000 a day Cheated on a test? I'll never teeelllll....any of you. SECTION 3 CURRENTLY... Wearing? nothing. lol. just kidding. that would be gross. i'm wearing my awesome teen girl squad shirt of "so and so" and blue jeans Listening to? The Phantom of the Opera Reading? my script for the one acts Located? Kitchen Should REALLY be doing? homework SECTION 4 DO YOU... Brush your teeth? every day Like anybody? i'm trying to get over that. it's no good for careers Have any piercings? yup Drive? eventually Believe in Santa Claus? Who doesn't believe in old St. Nick...And if you don't, don't tell me, i know the truth about him, but that doesn't mean i can't believe in him. Also if you don't no matter who you are, if you diss santa you should be shot in the leg multiple times. Santa is a part of the Christmas Spirit! SECTION 5 FRiENDS... Who is your best friend? oh man...well. I have one best friend, and A LOT of SUPER SUPER close friends whick i love having. i'm not going to be naming names b/c i don't want people being offended if they're not named Who do you hate? *gasp* you just used the 'H' word...you should be kicked in the balls. Who is the shyest? i don't think i know any shy people... Who is the most talkative? Fizz by far, but she's totally awesome about it, and makes sure that there is never an awkward silence. I love that about her, and i wish i had that talent. Who is the cutest? Tues, Mere, Fizz, Cassie, PASQUALE!!, i must say mike for he is hot,david jahns hmmm...who haven't i named...i dunno. i think everyone is beautiful and they all have differences Who laughs the most? me,cassie,brittany, mere,tues, jesse, everyone laughs alot in the academy david jahns Who have you known the longest? from larkin everyone's about the same 'cept for fizz and ty. and ashley brunetti i've known her the longest. Who do you miss the most? Ashley brunetti. i need to call her...and David Jahns. random i know but he's super cool Who do you turn to for personal problems? i don't really know. i just think that whoever asks i pretty much tell them...to be quite honest i don't share mine, b/c mine are like nothing compared to everyone else. Do you hang out with the opposite sex? of course. i love being one of the guys...up until i start to like one and then feel awkward. Do you trust your friends? HELL YEAH!!!! i don't know what i would do withough friends. Are you a good friend? I think so, i'd hope people would tell me if i wasn't Can you keep a secret? i'm am most definately the bank of all secrets...sort of...most of the time...i'm retarded Last Person: Hugged? i think it was cassie IMed? no one Talked to on the phone? cassie Yelled at? my mom??? Fell in love with? there's never been anyone for me to love other than my friends. Section 6 PERSONAL... What do you want to be when you grow up? a film actress. LA look out b/c here i come. I wanna hit the screens and win an academy award for best actress. there is no alternate plan for that. if i wait until i'm 40 then i wait until i'm 40...although i'd be sad if that was the case i think. Did you lose someone you really loved? ...errr...no? How many times have you fallen deeply in love? never have Love your friends? my friends are amazing people and i'm sooooo blessed to have them in my life. SECTION 7 FAVORITE Movie: WAY TOO MANY TO NAME!!! Song: as of current it's "Break free" by Queen Group: huh? as in bands or stuff like nsync Sport: most definatly softball. Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla AND chocolate. not together but i like both. Holiday: as all of you should well know by now CHRISTMAS!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!! Day of the Week: i'm always fond of thursday's and fridays, but wednesday is cool too Color: pink. if you didn't know you should die. lol. NO NO i wasn't serious. but it's just funny if you didn't know that SECTION 8 DO YOU... Like to give hugs? yessum. love getting them more though Like to walk in the rain? when it's not freezing ice rain i do Prefer black or blue pens? both Like to travel? love too. totally going to London this year...and now my parents are considering a cruise in Italy Think you're attractive? sure why not. i'm not half bad i guess Have a goldfish? i've HAD 7 but they are no longer. ECTION 9 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT... Abortion: if it's done because your stupid and had premarital sex with no pill, condom or patch, you should be shot for even considering to take that baby's life. but in the other cases of such as rape, danger to your health etc...*shrug* there is always adoption, but it's your choice, i've just always been taught that murder is a crime Bill Clinton: don't understand why having an affair had to affect his presidency. great guy i thought Smoking: eewwwww Eating Disorders: ....a sickness that needs to be fixed, or healed however you see it. it's no walk in the park Suicide: i like what cort said about a permanent choice made from a temporary situation = so not good. or something like that. it's definately true. Summer: if i didn't look like crap in swimming suits, shorts and tank tops, i'd like it. Tattoos: painful, and just...well if you can deal with the possibility of cancer, go ahead. be my guest. Piercings: if their in the right spots it's fine. like ears, or belly button i like, if youre workin the tongue and lip...god that must have hurt, or the eye brow or nose...i think that's a bit much...and one the genetalia...*shudder* ugh. definately not for me. SECTION 10 THIS OR THAT... MTV or BET? don't watch either. 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th heaven Sugar or salt? depends on what my taste is Stay up late or sleep in? "Well if I stay up late, I usually sleep in, so that question is pointless." stated by claire. pure brilliance. Hot or cold? cold Sun or moon? the sun is pretty when it rises and sets but the moon is prettyful all night. 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? One best friend. Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup all the way Spring or Autumn? autumn b/c you can work the whole sweater with no poofy jacket. plus i think it's beautiful when leaves change colors and are still on the trees Happy or sad? happy of course. why would i want to be sad, then everyone around me would be depressed and thats just not good. Wonder or amazement? ummm...both...some said something about it depending on what i'm in wonder about and what i'm amazed about...thats a good thing to say to this. McDonald's or Burger King? McDonalds. Lights on or off? i like tuesday's answer of candlelight. i love that and the fire light with the soft glow of the christmas tree next to it, and the window blinds open and the ground is covered with fresh white snow and their's snow lightly falling...OOOh I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! Candy or soda? neither. i'm trying to lose weight Sleep on your side, tummy or back? all of them. it depends on how my pillow is shaped when i lay down. PLEASE COMMNET ON THIS ONE OR THE PREVIOUS ENTRY OF MINE!!!! love you all amez Current Mood: calm (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
11:14 pm	dududdudududuuuuuuu so there is absolutely NOTHING new in my life. hmmm....(that was a lie) well...i have found i'm jealous of tuesday. lots o guys like her. i'm jealous. Tues, STOP BEING SO ATTRACTIVE!!! lol. some random person at starbucks said i was really pretty. i felt speacial. it's great hearing it from friends, but sometimes i just think that they have a biest (sp?) opinion. so when a complete stranger compliments you...you feel speacial. i haven't been talking to my usual group lately...i feel bad about that. hmm...that needs fixing. i've been worrying about ty. i dunno whats wrong w/ him other than he won't get his bag pipes until like...january 6th or something. i'm not sure if i'm as great as of a friend as i consider myself. I refuse to name names but some people were dissing some other people that i call my friends and i didn't stick up for them, i kinda just stood there and was like "eeeehhhh" God, i'm AWEFUL!!! how do you guys trust someone like that huh? BLAST IS THIS WEEKEND!!!!! WWWWWOOOOOOOOOO! OH MY GOSH I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!! Mike is going...i hope Steve goes too... problem with BOTH of them is...well...they're both taken. that's another problem of mine. i seem to choose guys who are any of the following: Taken, will-never-be-interested, out-of-my-league, way-to-hot-for-me, etc.... etc.... doesn't mean i can't flirt... and by flirt i mean stare creepily. *shrug* hey, what can i say. it's true. lol. man i'm lame huh... ok. much love all, peace out! ~amy Current Mood: my tounge is burned (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 30th, 2004
4:23 pm	I AM SOOOOOOOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S IT! FORGET IT! I GIVE UP!!! i didn't make the drama team. apparently because i did not do their monologue that they wanted it came off to them as a person who doesn't take direction well enough! I DID DO ONE OF THEIR MONOLOGUES!!! I DID!!!! Sure it wasn't the memorized one, but i did it none the less. and they never specifically said "USE THIS MONOLOGUE!" HGAHGAHEGKJaosfjoesfhsaijdg'ASDKLHGhaeorihvldkjflas otijew. i have been trying out for the team since i was 10. this is the first time i get called back, and i apparently can't take direction well enough. GAH!!!!their all, oh we love your talent and you have a great backround, but we need someone who can take direction. I can take direction. the people that have worked with me know i take direction. McNeil even said i take direction well in my reccomendation i know b/c i read it!!! ......i really wanted to be on the team. but i'm just never good enough for willow creek standards. they want me to pray and come back in the spring...*scoffs* right now i felt like yelling "FUCK NO!!!" it would be perfect to make the greatest impression ever. i am going to try again. i have to. this is what it will be like for me times a thousand once i start auditioning for real. maybe i'm not good enough. can't make senor's play, can't make pellegrino's one act, can't make the drama team, can't do math, CAN'T DO SHIT!!!! i'm going Current Mood: crushed/sad/depressed/angry (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
10:14 pm	ooookay!!!! AWWWIIIGGGGHHHHTTTTT!!!. ok. i'm feeling good about my audition for the Impact Drama Team...i hope i at least get called back...if i made it...that would just be... AMAZING!!! oh man i'm soooo nervous. They post the list tomorrow on mark novelli's door, and they'll call the people who get called back...if you don't get called you get a letter. I've always gotten the letter. but i'll talk about that all later. bye bye ~amy Current Mood: nervous (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 11th, 2004
6:18 pm	God part 2 Like i promised. the second part. so yeah...i've been trying to be more aware of what God is trying to tell me. and i repeatedly asked him for a sign...just just to tell me if i'm going in the right direction. I said that if acting wasn't the thing for me in my future i don't want to keep doing it. I love acting so much i could care less if i make it to hollywood the stage is AMAZING! but i asked him to just speak to me some way. and about maybe a day or so later my mom and i were talking about this and she said what fizz said basically. that God gave me creative talent and she thinks that He wants me to walk this path. I dunno if that was a sign or not...but it helped. umm...so thats about it. i'm out. Current Mood: scared/sick (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:41 pm	God Ok. Now by the title of my entry today i'm pretty sure you guys are smart enough to figure out what i'm going to be writing about today. Now i know some of you aren't religious or think that God is stupid etc. etc. so you don't have to read this. i don't think anyone reads my LJ anymore but thats fine by me. But back to my point, you don't have to read this if you have no desire to know what my walk with God has been as of current. (yes as of current) and i really don't care if you read it or not. it's just so i can say this to something...someone...i dunno. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i haven't really been to fair to God as of late. I'm alwasy all wrapped up in whats going on in my life. How am i gonna handle it and such. Now despite my mistakes and low self image in life i've still seen myself as a pretty strong person. After i got into Larkin i thought things and opportunities would start popping up all over...and well...they sorta did in a way. Now of course being in a religious family all my life after i was accpeted into the academy i thanked God right away...but i started... to not pray...or not give credit to God when something good happened...and i just kept getting a bigger ego and feeling like i didn't need him. but then the other day i started to think about my future. about what it would hold. what God has in store for me what will happen...and i suddenly started to cry (which doesn't happen often mind you) and i got really really really scared. i didn't know if God wanted me to be an actress. or if God wanted me to be some waitress the rest of my life. I know what I want but thats not what matters in the long run. its what God wants that matters. but i'll explain when i get home later. in God part 2 Current Mood: scared (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
6:41 am	haha...thats weird Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... breath taking Your hugs are... gentle Your eyes... sparkle like the stars Your touch is... the only thing I desire Your smell is... beautiful Your smile is... hypnotising Your love is... unique Quiz created with MemeGen! hmmmm...i doubt that. lol Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 4th, 2004
9:17 pm	weird dream ok. i had a weird dream. here it is: so it starts off with me at some unfamiliar church and i see all of last years seniors walking out of it. and i'm like "cool" so i go to talk with them, and then turn around and see another church and this years seniors are walking out of that chruch and i'm like "interesting" and i walked over to talk with clarissa. so we're talking and i suddenly watch myself be stabbed in the heart from this girl who apparently was an angry ex of clarissa's. (i dunno) but i didn't die. i just fainted and the next thing i know i'm sitting with this one guy who just says "we're better off as friends" but i couldn't see his face, but i wasn't upset about that i just agreed with him. and fell back asleep but this time, my dream switched scenes to my very old house in west chicago. small home and i was reading the paper, but wouldn't let my sister read it b/c i think it was like porn...but it wasn't porn...i don't know if that makes sense but it wasn't bad it was just not good...i dunno. it was just the paper but my mom got mad at me for not letting ashley read it and it started to snow and we're suddenly at ceder point. like everyone was there. and we get to this big ride thats like 4,000 feet high, you had to like lay down to see the whole thing properly and it's still snowing, and i have this pet monkey. so we go and climb up this mountain to ride this ride, and once we get off, my monkey is like dying so jen is like "here put it in this heat box" so i put it in there and we went on another ride and by the time we came back it had turned into the GIANT chocolate chip cookie. so i sprinkled more chocolate chips on it and we all split it and it was like right out of the oven kind of cookies. well after that we all went on this like hawaiian themed ride but the memorbilia store at the end of the ride was all winter like snow stuff.so mere is next to me and everything is WAY overpriced and mere is all "man these shorts ROCK!" and they were towel material shorts that you could get at like target for about 2 dollars, and i was like "uuuuggggnnnnnnnaaaahhhhhffffff" and mere went to put them on and they were WAY!! to big on her, but she still thought they rocked so i was like "well how much are they" she looked at the tag "only 125 dollars" and i was like "WHAT?!" and mere was all "oh don't worry *whips out wad of cash*" and she thumbed out like 3 bills and was all "keep the change" and walked off into the blizzard outside... so that was my dream. and the last part i think was b/c i read tuesday email that said "*sails off into the nigh*"...i dunno. comment and lemme know what you think. Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
5:07 pm	wow...it's been a LONG time... ok. this just hit me like a brick yesterday...we start school in a week...a week from today... AND I AM STUCK AT HOME BABYSITTNG!!! ugh. lol thats alright. i'm making a lot of money. well...i think thats abougt it with me. i don't look any different and umm....i don't think i act any different...who knows. are we meeting the same place we would last year? i don't want to be roaming around the school looking for all of you. lol. well ummm...someone respond, or email. or call me and let me know please!! tues- whats going on with your ffVII game? i beat ffx. starting on some other one, that i suck hard at. ummm...well that about sums it up. i'm over here doing NOTHING!! i have not left my house for 3 days straight. SOMEBODY PLEASE CALL ME OR SOMETHING!!!! or at least please respond to this! lol. i'm such a loser. ha. ok bye Current Mood: bored out of my mind (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 7th, 2004
9:34 pm	The Day's Events.... My softball team, was 10-1. We were almost undefeated. One bad game. ONE! First place. Today, at the Championship game. WE LOSE! we lost!!! THE WHOLE SEASON DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU LOSE THAT GAME! no one cares if you were the best team. My team worked their butts off to make it to win. And the other team that we played, just basically wisked about it. And we lost. we lost! i'm soooo upset. THEN. i had a "reunion party" today. Pasquale was there. He looks like a hotter version of steve. With like, mandi's boyfriends hair cut. Christina was totally right. lol. he is a mini=steve....except for the fact that he's taller than me. and steve...well...isn't. lol. but anyways. first the good part, we were talking and i was teasing him about being gay. and he was fighting back. (thats our way of "flirting" as everyone says. we argue) so finally he says he can prove he's not gay. so everyone at the table looks at him and he's didn't want to tell them he said he just wanted to tell me...so 1st time that night i felt special. later on, we were talking about his band, and such, and how he's having some friends over on sunday, and he said "you should come an chill" so i don't know if that is an invitation or not. i mean. i won't go anyway, i'll be at six flags, but...i wish it was. the bad knews. He's got a girlfriend, and is getting "married" to a different chick. *shakes head* i dunno. and to top that all off... I broke a hammock. the ROPE on the hammock. Now we all OFFICIALLY know that i'm hugely fat. NO ONE BREAKS A HAMMOCK STRING UNLESS THEIR MAJORLY GINORMOUS!! well. i'm majorly ginormous by all stadards now. i BROKE the hammock ROPE! really embarrassing. and sad. ;-( I HATE IT! I HATE ALL OF IT!!! I TRIED SO HARD TO WIN THAT SOFTBALL GAME! TO STAY HAPPY AND KEEP CHEERING EVEN THOUGH WE KEPT LOSING. I TRY TO KEEP EVERYONE IN HIGH SPIRITS!! but in my heart i'm yelling at them, screaming b/c they missed a simple play. or because they didn't try or swung at a bad pitch. or maybe it's not softball and i try to do the same things as before just not as extreme, but it's not helping and they still think the same and i just want to yell and yell and yell until i can get the point across that they are wrong! And I hate that everytime i see squall, and we talk like that, and catch up on things in each others lives that i just think how cool he is to be with, and how i miss talking to him. and that i wish i could be one of the girls that he does talk to regularly. but then someone else shows up, or his girlfriend calls and i realize that that will never be...and maybe it's not meant to. i dunno...it just depresses me.i mean, i just don't know how to explain it. like, i'm happy that he's found someone that he wants to get married to (i guess they can't date b/c she's over 18 or something and apparently she likes him back...although, i'm not sure how much fulfillment she'll get *wink* with a 15 year old boy) and that he's dating somone but i just...i makes me upset sometimes, b/c its not that i need to date him or that i wish i was her...i just wish i was the girl he was calling when his dad gets mad at him, or the girl he calls when he lost his game and needed someone to vent to. Thats who i was in 8th grade...what changed? i dunno. i guess i miss talking with him. like, i think he's a really cool guy and sometimes i wish the he thought the same of me...*shrug* whatever. it's normal. so i saw david too. wearing an awesome shirt that said "Hardcore Christian" well...it's a church thing i guess. but i would wear it...i've gotta ask him where he got it. lol. he was also talking about speedos for God knows what reason... i dunno. David's a sweety though. good kid. he's taken too ladies. sorry. lol. which is awesome. she has that accent that meredith had to do for rhodes one act...ukranian? is it? well if so, thats the one. lol. alright. well i gotta go to bed. big day tomorrow and monday. SIX FLAGS HERE I COME!!! hopefully that turns out better. ~amy~ Current Mood: HORRENDOUS (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
9:47 am	*dun dun dun duh duh duh dun dun dun duh duh duh dun dun dun* - halloweentown theme song ok. for those of you who are picky no thats NOT the disney channel movie theme, i was referring to the movie The Nightmare Before Christmas. The first song you hear in the movie. Never heard it? well it's the backround music in Kingdom Hearts. Never played that? GO WATCH THE MOVIE!! i like it!! anyway. lets see....well i just went to go see I,ROBOT again. it was good a second time, but i have yet to see movies like: King Arthur, The Notebook, Catwoman (i will see it despite the reviews), Napolean Dynamite, Dodgeball ect... ect... hmmm....TWO DAYS UNTIL THE VILLAGE COMES OUT!!! I AM GOING OPENING DAY!! i will go by myself if i have to but i AM going the day it comes out. just because i want to. So fizz came over, she made me a bryce sim!! it's soo cool. now i wanna be able to make my own sims like that!! it's cool. lol. She's gonna have to teach me how to do all of that. anyway, well, apparently my mom is working at WCCC tonight, so i'll be babysitting for a while, and then today she wants to...to...to...to go to the pool!! *cries* NOOOOOHOHOHOOOOOO PLEASE ANYTHING BUT THAT!!!!!!!! but of course i have no choice, and she just can't drop me off at the movies or something so i can go see one of the many movies i haven't seen yet. But no, i must suffer and go swimming...i don't have a problem w/ swimming but i have problems w/ the whole, getting there and being in your swimsuit deal that just doesn't do it for me. ok. well i must go prepare for the torture that's to soon pass. farewell ~amy Current Mood: not wanting to go to the pool (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 24th, 2004
11:27 am	HAHAHAHAHA ok. mom made funny comment today. i was talking about John Mayer (i don't care if thats not how you spell his name) and i was wondering why Maroon 5 is opening for him. i always thought that bands that weren't as well know or not that famous opened for really famous singers. apparently i was wrong. well my mom brought up steve. (And she thinks i'm obsessed psh.) and i was all "yeah, i think it's something about guitar players. i don't really know why." and my mom goes. "yeah. they've got really nice fingers." and there was silence for a moment, and then i burst out laughing and i was all "MOOOOMMMMMMM i cannot believe you just said that" and then she "yelled" at me for having a dirty mind. well who wouldn't w/ a comment like that was my come-back. lol. oh that was funny....sorry. that might have been a "you had to be there" moment. i dunno. soooooo....what else. Oh. here's something. saw cinderella story...it was...ok. well everyone knows i'm not a fan of hilary duffs. well thats only b/c i can NEVER get into her characters. once i see her i think Lizzie MaGuire, and her being stupid and ditsy. but the movie was the classic cinderealla story. mixed in w/ a bit of mean girls...and uhhh.... well i dunno. it was cheesy. but decent...i just... well. i just can't get in to hilary's characters. ha. ok well thats that movie review. going to see catwoman today. i'll let ya know how that went. PLEASE COMMENT!! ~amy Current Mood: content (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
11:41 pm	*sad sigh* it's official. steve is by far the hottest guy that isnt' a movie star i know. lol. and i can now OFFICIALLY say that i know him. b/c i talk to him. lol...not really. i said hi to him and then returned his glances every once and a while. good lord almighty the boy is good looking. *shakes head* i'm such a loser. why can't i accept the fact that steve is a million lightyears away from me?!?! ugh. now i'm in depression mode. ha. well. i must say the nate is f-ing good at the drums. oh my goodness. he just bangs away like there's no tomorrow and is good at it. *slumps* i'm jealous. my mom has spent a whole like 5 days w/ steve from 3:00 until 10:30. and tomorrow is tear down so she'll get to talk to him ALOT! and i'll miss it b/c of a freakin' softball game. See these are the times when i hate softball. when they prevent me from being w/ the guy that currently holds my intrest. lol ok well i'm out. Comment you beasts! ~amy ps. my team gave the new nickname that's oh so original. 'hollywood' nice huh? lol. i don't care how cheesy it is. i like it Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 17th, 2004
10:05 pm	*is hyperventilating* AHHH!!! FIZZ. I'M GOING TO MEET STEVE!!!! STEVE!!!!! STEVE FROM CHRUCH STEVE!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! oh why am i ugly?!?!?! WHY ME!!!!????? *shakes head* *cries* of course this happens to me. me and my horrible luck. just once i want to look good when i meet someone. who am i kidding i never look anything above horrendous. *is pacing* now i'm all stressed out...i'm gonna get wrinkles on my face oh my gosh. *cries again* NOOO! WHY!???? is this funny??? Does my mom enjoy watching me suffer. here's how it will most likely go when i meet him. my mom: "This is Jessica, Steve, and Nate Yeccino." me:'i'll smile and wave, or shake hands whichever. maybe say hi' jessica's thoughts: 'Ugh. i hate doing this. well, at least i won't be around her for long.' steves thoughts: ugly nates thoughts: ugly, and didn't she make fun of me one time for being so short?? and having a mohawk for a fashion statement??? oh this is gonna be awful. Well, i'm going on tuesday...if anyone is willing to come or anything of the sort PLEASE COME!!! IF YOU CAN!!! CALL ME ASAP!!!! (630) 289 - 4958 PLEASE!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T DO THIS BY MYSELF!!!! Anyways...away from that stressful topic. I had a dream. more of a nightmare. if all of you don't know my three big fears in life are: 1) giving up on my dream, and never fulfilling it, and end up a total bum 2) losing all my best friends to guys/girls. (no. that rule is directed to guys AND girls.UGH> ok. like guys who are dating girls and girls dating guys...mainly b/c i don't know anyone dating the same sex as of right now) 3) that i'll be eaten by a ginormous spider. well anyways, my dream last night consisted of everyone having a significant other and we all went to the movies, but you guys were all being couple-y and such, and was all alone, and then it switched to me turning down an invite from you guys to go to the show and then it switched again to me going to the movie by myself... i was so depressed. heh. I think it has something to do w/ the fact that whenever some one of my friends starts to date i'm all excited and happy and everything for them, and then slowly they just drift away from me, and start to ignore, and i can't bear that. many of you know the jourdan/pasquale story. if not. the quick jist of it is, he asked her out. she said yes. he asked her out at my house while i liked him, she knew, she still said yes. i was ok w/ it, i knew i had no chance. they dated, and every week she slowly began to ignore me claiming that i didn't know what she was talking about in her relationships. and yeah. it's true i don't know anything about them. but that doesn't mean i'm not still here to comfort you or anything. but whatever. so as soon as i found out that tues and dennis were dating, i was SOOO EXCITED!!! i was like attempting the moonwalk and such. b/c i knew how much she liked him and after reading bits from his LJ, him her. and i was soooo glad that they were happy. but then i got scared that soon everyone else would hook up as well, and then my dream and what happened in the past would happen again. anyways. if you read all this congrats....ummm....sorry. and tues if you read all this and get here. Don't you dare think for one second that i'm not psyched you got a super-cool dude to be w/ you. I'm ECSTATIC!! thats so awesome and you have to talk to me soon!! it's sooo cool. and like i said before. HA i told you so!!! lol oh. and on one last note. i saw I,ROBOT today. if anyone is going to the show any time soon, if i do indeed get invited lemme know. i've been in my house forever basically....i'm sick of it. i mean. i refuse to even enter Hallow Bastion on my video game until i reach level 50 just to prolong it!! lol. I, ROBOT was awesome. ******WARNING*****MAJOR MOVIE SPOILER FOLLOWS!!!!!! ******************************** ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************ fave line: *will sneezes* oh. sorry. i'm just allergic to bullshit. ************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************ Actually, it's not really a spoiler...it's just funnier when you hear it first from him. lol. oh and funny line from signs: merl: "just be insane w/ anger. swear. yell. scare 'em off" mel: "ok" **later outside** merl: "I'M GONNA WHOOP YOUR ASS BITCH!!!" mel: "I'M INSANE WITH ANGER!!!" merl: "GET OFF OUR PROPERTY ASSHOLE!! YOU BITCHES ARE GOING DOWN!!!" (something like that) mel: "TIME TO OPEN A CAN OF WHOOP ASS" **later after running around the house** mel: "I cursed" merl: "i know i heard" hahaha. actually that was more than one line. and if you don't rememember this part...thats a shame b/c it was funny. if you've never seen this movie. GO RENT IT YOU IDIOT!! ok. can't wait for the village and catwoman to come out. wanna see those. and alien vs predator....hmm...lots of others too. i just can't remember. lol ok NOW i'm leaving. ~amy Current Mood: mixed emotions (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
1:25 pm	my team is still undefeated... last night was ways to close though... read this : So i'm about to bat in the last inning, well there's another girl named amy who batted right before me, who popped the ball up the first base line, when the 1st baseman tried to catch it she tripped over the base. Now, kristen was on first as well, but once she saw that the ball was not caught she ran to second and two runs came home. Well, the opposing teams coach (named rocco) bought the ump off by shouting "SHE TRIPPED HER!!" over and over again. now for those who know laura, well he yells about 10xs LOUDER than she does. if you don't know laura, well, his yell was about 15xs louder than MY yell. meaning...he was loud. now i knew he was a new ump, but normally the new ones are all about the rules, this guy didn't even see the play at first yet he called kristen out. There are two rules about this in softball for our area. the first one is "The player is NOT allowed to get in the way of the runner." if they do get in our way, we're allowed to knock them out of the way... BUT the second rule is "The runner is NOT allowed to get in the way of a player attempting to make a play" so. basically BOTH of those rules were violated. First basemen got in the way of amy and kirsten "got in the way" of first basemen. So b/c this ump was new i was trying to explain the rules to him and kristen who also umps when she's not playing ball. So kristen goes back to the bench while i'm still talking to him. So since the coach of the other team bought him off, i was sooo close to doing the same when the coach rocco comes up and gets right in my face and says "you get back on the bench you don't know the rules or what's going one. This is for the coaches to handle. Just STAY OUT OF IT!" now he didn't not say this in a kind way. he said this in a 'your dad yelling at you b/c you didn't do what he asked you to do for the billionth time' he was soooo lucky my coach came out b/c i was ready to retaliate with 'shut up ass *smacks in face with bat*'. lol. but of course i didn't and just walked off. I was steamed!! i was sooo pissed at him. So after i told my dad that their coach yelled at me. he's not allowed to do that. like last year. my dad COMPLIMENTED a third basemen on the nice pick she got and recieved a warning for talking to other teams players. Now that coach that got pissed for a compliment directed to his player yelled at me. for that he could be thrown out. the only people who have authority over me are my coaches and the umpire. we still beat them in the end though. hahaha. one reason i love my dad is once i told him that the coach yelled at me he said that he's gonna get in rocco's head. mess w/ his mind makin' sure he doesn't try to talk to us again. haha. which i find awesome b/c when my dad does that...he doesn't LOOK like my dad. i don't know what he looks like but it's really scary lol. hmmm....well i guess thats about it....i have a game in geneva tomorrow and i'm bored to someone call me or something. lol. oh. tuesday i've got hollow bastion now but i haven't gone there yet...still trying to do everything else. first. haha. and if indeed cloud is as annoying as riku and riku is harder...i prolly gonna need you to beat him for me. lol. alright im out. later! ~amy~ Current Mood: BORED!! OUT OF MY MIND!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)